Sunday, February 14, 2010
CNY cum Valentine's DayI wondered how was I going to fare today. Part of me can't help but wonder what we would have been doing if we din break up. But... I surprised myself. I asked Carmen out today cause I din know how to face CNY and V-Day without you. Turns out everything wasn't so bad afterall. Hmmm...
Got home early and I was so bored I went to Google her. =X Eh... Turns out she's not that skinny aftereall. And very bitchy? =X I even found her and her best fren's blogs. Haha... I feel like some sort of weird stalker. But hearing so much from you about her and then reading her blogs, I realise that she is a really really mean person. I felt that she was not very nice already but reading these things just made me more convinced that she's horrible. =X
Second day of CNY. Wonder how am I going to do again? Why everytime during the festivities I cannot get you out of my mind? Its not like I still love you or anything. But I feel so indignant that you all are enjoying yourselves after making my life hell...
This
SUCKZ.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:07 PM