Saturday, March 20, 2010
Sadness
Sometimes, I feel like I don't belong at home. I don't know. There's so much happening at home I really feel like I cannot cope with it. Going to Malaysia makes me feel so comfortable and relaxed. I wish things were better at home. Haiz...
Anyway my phone is damaged. Still in workable condition but feels like it's going to break apart anytime cause the hinge is super loose.
I feel emo again.
Everyday coming home makes me feel sad. I know this is not right but I feel exceptionally depressed at home. I feel most comfortable at home and I wish I could stay home all day. When I'm outside all I want is to come home and relax. But the moment I'm home I feel sad. Like I cannot face the world anymore.
Hmmm... On a side note, I think this time apart might be good for me. Learn to be independent instead of running away to you everytime I get upset.
Looking on the bright side?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:20 PM
