Monday, June 26, 2006
Better Or Worsehmmm... this is truly weird.. haha.. i dunno wad am i feeling now.. seems lyk all my feelings come from a long way off.. i may be happy one moment and then upset the next.. and i keep flaring up at ppl.. theres juz this huge empty feelign in me.. is this wad falling out of love feels lyk.. to love so deeply and hurt so deeply.. i once tot i was in love.. but this feeling is more intense than wadever other relationship i had.. i really really dun wanna lose him.. but at the same time i juz wan him to be happy.. i dunno wad am i doing anymore.. you ppl tell me i am very weird.. very different.. am i? i dunno.. nth is rite anymore.. this is wrong.. so wrong.. i shouldnt be lyk tt.. wad happened to the old me that to pick things up and let go as easily.. how come this time i juz dun wanna let go? maybe time will wash my memories away from me.. wad i once tot was love this relationship proved otherwise..
Falling in love with the Right Person at the Right Time is the Greatest Happiness.
Falling in love with the Right Person at the Wrong Time is the Greatest Regret.
You are the Right Person i Fell In Love with at the Wrong Time.
Love deeply and passionately.
You might get hurt.
But it's the only way to live life completely.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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