Monday, July 17, 2006
ZzZzZzzzzzz...........i realised i got nth much to say here le... i think i spent all my emotins... so now calmer... my fren say i have juz given up... the next wave is coming soon... if it doesnt come soon... then it will never come le.... haha... sound lyk a time bomb... anyway... recently got maple crazy.. haha.. keep playing maple.. a bit sot sot le.. haha... since i got nth to say abt myself... then... i shall talk abt irrelevent stuff... hehe
i juz realised that there is a similarity between the old imperial family and the modern day showbiz...both re regarded a novelty... and everyone not in it wants to be part of it... but the people truly involved in it usually are unhappy... the rivalries... competition... shows that long time ago it was already a dog eat dog world... scary...
a person's brain is a very complex thing... it can make u do irrational things... even though u noe it is wrong in a way... it still makes sense to do it.. therefore there are ppl who are rash... quick to temper... so on and so forth... so the so called special abilities that the autistic ppl have.. is it simply becuz they are living in their own world? thats why they are able to consentrate on honing their skills in the way they wan it.. thats why they can have exceptional memories or musical skills artistic so on and so forth... so that means that autistism is not a psychological problem lyk wad everyone sees it.. the peple are actually geniuses... they see world different from us.. they are not simple minded as we believe them to be.. they juz have the ability to to look pass the monetary side of life... and they hold no barriers between ppl.. becuz they will give wad they have and believe in ren xing ben shan and that they will get repaid for all the good tigs they do....
i dun make much sense here... i think these are all crap... haha... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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xoxo nikki
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