Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Wondering... Thinking... Comtemplating...hmmm... me should trust u rite... but how come i feel u dun deserve my trust lehz... i think u are lying!!! how can lyk tt? lie to me? y..... u noe i am so fucking sick of these lies? i am juz wondering when is it going to end? lyk goddamn u and juz fuck out of my life... seriously... i dun need ppl lyk u in my life to hurt me more u noe... i think my life is messed up as it is... and thats enough lo... juz... FUCK OFF!!!! argh..... ur driving me crazy.... pissed off... u noe how long i nv used the word fuck? how long i nv cursed someone lyk tt? ahhhh.... juz get lost lar... u are messing up my already messed up life... u noe wad... i am not going to let u take away the one other thing important to me le kkz? argh.... irritated freaked up argh... u no life loser!!!! argh!!!!
okok... i think tt was crazy... lalalala.... feeling much better le lar... shouldnt let insignificant ppl lyk tt ruin my life.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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