Friday, September 08, 2006
Sian-edtoday was a totally sian day.... went to school to take the mock prelims... shagged... did rather badly lo.... sylvia reckons that i told my mum that i had amath yesterday purely due to the fact that my subconscious was reminding me.... my my conscious mind refused to acknowledge that... mr so ask me go home do the ppr 1.... did ok la... fail by few marks only... better than ppr 2 that i did today... budden maybe that is because he was goign through the ppr 1 answers today... haahha...
tml ahroy going to tekong le.... should i go send him off at the macdonald's at white sands tml? wondering... is at 12 lehz.... oso dunno who is going... wondering if any of the gals will be going.....
anyway... if it is my darling of cuz i will go de lo... budden is ahroy lehz.... hmmm.... honestly speaking.... say i am petty.... but i dun think i can ever forgive him.... or any of the guys for wad happened last year.... i am so sorry.... i juz cannot forget....
u do realise we wun be as close as last time le wun u? if it were our relationship last year i would not have hesitated to send off my mentor-advisor-best friend.... but now i am wondering if it is even worth me waking up early and making the trip down... such a simple thing to do... but i have done much more things for u all... not only was it not recognised.... i was even criticized and outcast for it.... i never expected to be appreciated... but wad i expected was diffinitely not that...
but hell... and wadeva... nth i can do abt it ya? over is over.... i juz wanna forget it.... but somehow that has proven to be an uphill task...
haha... and btw... someone used my name to say zhu on my tag board.... that wasnt me... really.... i wasnt in time to make it on the tagboard so i din post anything... hahahaha... maybe my little frens are back... =)
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xoxo nikki
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