Saturday, October 21, 2006
Mahjong...hmmm....
seems lyk my life is destined to be the one sitting next to ppl playing mahjong... haha...
today i nv go school.. went to zhu's house...
erm...
they played mahjong...
i sat beside zhu...
i FINALLY got to noe that herman...
hahahha... he din look lyk how i expected him to look lyk... but somehow i think he is a nice guy la...
budden he today play mj til super pek chek...
if i were him arh... i would be oso lo... the whole game he din win a SINGLE time... so poor thing... the only time he won was kenny let him win de... so sad...
hmmm...
after the mj session hor... zhu's mummy say she wanna go tampines... say she goign take mrt with me...
wa..
I ALMOST FAINTED!!!!
so scary can? take mrt with her... sure damn weird and uncomfortable de...
although she very nice la..
then zhu still keep laughing at me!!!!
i started calling for my mummy.. then he say my future mummy outside...
-_-"
oh well... in the end zhu make me take cab home...
today was quite horrible for me...
i almost wanted to break with him...
thinking abt it now i muz be out of my mind...
but i really dun wanna see him always so upset over me...
haiz...
juz gimmi some time... i promise i will be fine...
itz juz that my o's are coming.. and u are going NS... and so many ppl is expecting me to do well.. i dun wanna let them down... budden i dun think i can do well either... i juz feel so helpless in so many things... i nv lack so much confidence in myself b4... i'm so sorry...
i juz wan to... let everything go...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
2:57 PM
