Friday, November 17, 2006
I'm Scaredwoah..... had a talk with mummy juz now... deep deep talk... and she frightened me.... so horrible... budden she's rite la....
we were talking abt my wedding in the future.... and... i was actually thinking of a very very simple wedding....
i forgot abt my grandma though....
being the only gal on my father's side.... and the apple of my grandma's eye.... of cuz she wouldnt let me off with juz a simple wedding.... even the slightest achievement... lyk my PSLE score of 242... i dun think itz good... budden she was SO pleased.... she told EVERYONE!!! and i really mean everyone... lyk when i go to her workplace at bugis there..... nearly everyone near her store knows me as her grandaughter.... din help that i was the only gal with the surname Koh in the family cuz my only uncle have no children...
speaking of my uncle.... he oso wouldnt settle for anything less than a lavish wedding... the promise of a trip to wherever i wan in the world for a PSLE score of 250 and above... and in my failure to get that? he gave me a discman worth 300 bucks.... he even wanted to be my godfather at one point of time... can say i'm a spolit brat cuz of him.... he always pampers me... TOO MUCH....
my grandaunts oso lehz... i still rmb once they told me i muz have a nice nice wedding lyk their daughters at Fullerton or Pan Pacific so they can dress up nice nice for me.... and so i can please my grandmother...
my grandmother again... i shudder to think how many ppl she would wan to invite.... itz gonna cost a BOMB!!! lyk a huge huge gigantic bomb....
even my cousin whom i grew up with cuz my aunt, who is my mum's sister, who took care of me when i was young, oso say that i MUZ have a perfect wedding... and not a slipshod one lyk my other cousin... how evil rite? aunty say i should write a resume of my bf for him... and seek his approval... horrors....
that above stated cousin's sister... oso says i should have a perfect wedding.... cuz itz a once in a lifetime thing.... and i shouldnt regret it later on....
and their mother my aunt say that my bf muz have her approval too... cuz she watched me grow up.... and i cannot have juz any guy... the guy muz treat me well... treat my parents well... have a steady income... good personality.... in other words which are mine....
PERFECT LA! rite? she wans nth less than perfect....
my poor zhu.... besides the scrutiny of my parents he need to seek to approval of so many ppl.... suddenly i feel so loved my my relatives.... budden him how? i'm not afraid that he cant meet their requirements... becuz i think as long as i wan it they wouldnt object..... at least not
too much la... er.... i hope.... scarly he get so pek chek then he dun wan me... SOBZ..... so much stress... if i'm the guy i dun think i can take it lo... scary....
later i
JIA BU CHU QU how?????? then no one wan me!!!!! promise me darling... CANNOT leave me hor... no matter wad...
NONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!or maybe mummy is juz scaring me...............................
BUDDEN IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE!!!!!!!!!!!
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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