Monday, November 20, 2006
Maybe I'm Righthmmm... perhaps i'm really stupid... i have no idea....i wonder wads their prob anyway? lyk.... so wad if i have a bf? 16 i'm too young? wad makes them think so? i really think they are such prudes.... i wish everyone will stop trying to live their lives thru me.... to make everyone happy... so that they will all not get disappointed i keep having to do things that i dun wanna... dun lyk to do.... juz for once in my life... i wanna make a decision that is mine... and mine alone... to be with someone i lyk... i love even... so that that someone will not pressurize me lyk u all have been doing... becuz i believe in the eyes of this someone.... he will accept me as who i am... and not who he wans me to be.... becuz he hasnt got a chance to noe a me that has ben untainted... and he wun try to taint me... i'm really really tired...
but in my simple choice.. i seem to fail to do even so... wads wrong with all of u? or izzit juz me? wad rite have u got to say that he's not good? u dun even noe him... juz cuz i go out with him and go home at 11 plus doesnt mean anything.... i go out with my other frens oso til 10 plus 11 ma... u are juz trying to find an excuse to dislike him... simply becuz i lyk him... is that why?
it really doesnt matter wad u say anyway.... as long as for one day he loves me... for that one day he still cares for me... i wun let him go... not becuz of u... u are not worth him.... becuz he lets me make my choices.... and my choice is to see him happy everyday... unfortunately i seem to causing him more troubles.... yet let me be selfish once again... becuz i hope he will stay next to me foreva... and as long as he doesnt state otherwise.... i wun let him go...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
11:24 AM
