Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Sometimes sometimes i juz wished tt there will be nth at all that bothers me... spent the nite talking to kor... i think he's lyk damn smart or sth la... i dunno la... i guess he let me see alot of things in his own weird way... i miss deardear so much... haiz....
today... i'm gonna try to get a present for his birthday.. but i have no idea wad to buy lehz... its lyk... i dun wanna give it to him on his chalet... cuz... wad if his frens see and everything? i mean... wa lao... i'm lyk damn poor la... i cant really buy anything... and lyk... his bro i think is buying him the PSP that he wans la... if everyone were to buy tt kind of presents... omg.. where can i find the kind of money.... regardless of how he says he dun wan any present from me rite.. i mean... it IS his 21st bdae afterall how can i lyk not get him anything... stress...
after dear's bdae... there's ahroy's bdae.... hmmm... that one can dun buy anything la... haha... he disappear for so long le... budden after that got my kor's bdae.... 20th... hmmm... i oso dunno wad to get him... how i wish i was rich la... instead if getting the meagre allowance that i get...
now is lyk gotta buy all the lecture notes and everything... got one book cost 57 dollars wor... how the hell am i gonna get the kind of money... if i ask from my parents they sure kao pei one... damn.... haiz... this is so darn irritating...
suddenly i have no idea how to face u... all of the sudden u have become a stranger to me... loving the stranger... haiz.... this is so complicated... and i'm really so tired...
sitting in the SP BizIT Library blogging using my fren's computer... cuz even my own computer is rebelling against me... it refuses to connect to the spwireless la! grrrr....
i din noe wad came over me yesterday.... i jzu felt do helpless suddenly.... and i jzu started cryign again... i think i'm becoming a freak... or schizoprenic... so tired....
anyway... wanna thank my korkor alot for talking to me yesterday... sorry to get u scolded or nagged or anything by ur parents... i had no idea u were in their room... sorry! do take care and drink lots of water during work today ok? u r coughing so badly... otherwise next time i dun give u choco le... and i go ren another korkor... haha.. then u cant 'ah bish' me again... =p
i miss u dear... alot.... i wish we could go back to the past again
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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