Saturday, June 14, 2008
I Feel So Guiltyrecently i had alot of happy things in my life even tho my kids jolvin and jovia died, it did not really matter cuz i still have others. virtual villagers are the cutest and they actually have lyk a part 3 out now. which i think is super cute but too much of a hassle to play.
i finally figured out how to play minesweeper after all these years and i think i'mvery accomplished cuz i completed the simplest one in 15sec. and the most difficult one in 700plus secs.
i wanna go amk and bugis to eat and enjoy life tho i have put on weight again. so honestly, my life is not that bad. i juz lyk to complain. i feel so bad cuz i make my frens worried, but seriously, sometimes i really felt that the end of the world may come and i will be one of those who rejoices.
someone once told me tt i lead an exciting lyk a drama serial. i rather have a normal one. but i think itz who we are that makes our life. i made stupid decisions that landed me in this position. u lead a so called normal cuz u unlike me, dun take such risks. most of the time, u choose to follow ur head, tts y ur decisions are rational. whereas i will plunge down the cliff before checking if i have a rope round my waist to pull myself up. u will probably check, double check, triple check the rope round ur waist is tight and secure, and decide that there was no point in taking such a gamble.
i do wish tt i am not so rash. but there is a limit to tolerance.. i'm really kinda tired of everything.
when will my real parents the king and queen finally acknowledge me and bring my prince charming along to whick me off to the sunrise?
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
12:54 AM
