Thursday, December 24, 2009
My Future.
Changed my blogskin and I'm LOVING it. =D
Life changed drastically over the past week. Things with Issac, itz over. And somehow, I think this is it. We started off wrong cuz I gave in too much. So much so that wad I did became unappreciated. Itz a long tedious story of our 3yrs together. I gave so much but got so little. When it ended, I felt lost. I centred my life around him and I lost my anchor. I pursued a course in business cuz of him, started working so hard for him, lost frens and family for him.
I won't make the same mistake again.
At least I hope I won't. My old skin juz expired and I had to change it. Seems like such a coincidence cuz I made my old skin juz for him. I stamped our love all over the skin and now that we broke up, it juz expired. Kind of like our love. I loved you baby. And you will always have a special place in my heart. But juz as your love for me that died, I think time will allow my love for you to fade.
So now I will start my life anew. Without you. Along the way, I will find someone. And this time. I dun wanna be the fool again.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
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