Thursday, December 24, 2009
TurmoilI realise that usually when I'm very emotional I will keep blogging to keep my head straight. And I really am emotional now. I'm really confused as to what to do. I do not know if I've done right. I followed my heart and now I hope it will keep me from hurt.
Have to go to work. But I dun wanna work. I have no mood to work. I juz wanna have you by my side so I can keep smelling you. =x
I feels like in this week the dream has ended and things are as different as I thought they will be. Itz all so uncomfortable and weird. I wish you were here.
My feelings are driving me crazy pulling me here and there, left and right. I know I won't regret this. I hope you don't either.
Omgomgomg... God bless me ya? Give me the courage to hold on.
I remember the last time I kept blogging was also when I was single. And Faifai was telling me that he loves reading blogs that updates so often in a day. Oh well... I can't muster up long posts. Juz many short posts.
I can't wait to see Sherwin and get my pictures. SO exciting. I think he's a really good artist. Yea! And I wanna club again soon. It seems that everything looked better in dim lighting and getting high and drunk. Love the silly way you tried to carry me when we were drunk. Grace and Jason were laughing their asses off lo! Haha... Miss Jason. I never thought I will get drunk. Or even as high as that. I think the knock on my head helped in getting me like that. Oh well. We finished like half of the Chivas. It was fun. I'm glad I did it.
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
7:33 AM
