Monday, March 22, 2010
Second ChanceI have another shot at the paper. I'm terrified. I don't think I can do it.
I could study with no problem last time. What happened? I'm letting things affect me too much.
However much that I appear to be fine now, inside I'm still terrified. The simplest thing can make me breakdown. But now I can control it better. I can wait until I'm home before letting it go.
At home, I cannot stop crying. Just living my day through day by day stresses me out.
Okay, I just talked to Lishi and I'm going over to her house to study. Will having some company help? I hope so...
My World. My Life. My Rules.
xoxo nikki
10:10 AM